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S.L.D
Sarah was born on
a warm spring evening April 1991
and passed to her mother
a healthy baby girl but
call it mothers intuition
call it what you will
for Anne knew that there was
something wrong
straight from the off
something it took the doctors
a further three years to diagnose.
You see,
Sarah was slow to walk
and Sarah slow to talk
but that wasn't it
it was something different,
something more.
No true diagnosis
but finally termed special needs
bracketed under the massive banner
of severe learning difficulties
no precise label of her own
just SLD whatever that means.
Fast forward a few years
and football obsessed Sarah is now
twelve.
A big girl for her a age
fully developed in body
but no more than around six in her
mind,
the way they say she will always
be
It was on the eve of her
thirteenth birthday,
already a troublesome teen for
several years
when Sarah went missing.
Somewhere between the end of
school
and the beginning of her after
school club
off in search of Wenger's men
Sarah was snatched from the street
by a family friendly face
not the cold hard stare of a
maniac
you might expect
what went on we can only imagine
but lets not |
the ordeal took its toll
on her six year old mind
and Sarah's already
complicated behaviour
became more extreme over
night.
Overly sexual and often
violent
towards family, friends
and teachers a like
all traces of the Sarah
who would go to school on
a sunny day
in retro red and green
lensed 3-D glasses was gone.
Sarah was on the verge of
exclusion from school,
her mother loved her so
much
but all affection was
lost.
No father around
and young children in the
house
at fourteen it was
difficult for Sarah to remain at home.
And the worst part.
When quizzed by the cops
Sarah said she like it
when she was touched,
it made her feel loved.
What happened in the
intervening trophy less years
I don't know but
I last saw Sarah a couple
of months ago.
All thoughts of football
stripped from her mind,
she was out on the street
at night
baggy arsenal football
shirt
and sideways cap replaced,
by
tiny denim shorts
fake fur coat
and high heels as tall as
the
tower block she grew up
in.
Still the owner of a six
year old mind,
Sarah now works the
streets
because… it makes her feel
loved.
Anthony Hett |